September 30, 2003.

Thе Bеаυty Battle

I received 2 letters of importance yesterday. They are as opposite as can be. One was incredibly uplifting. The other was a kick in the nuts. They are both incredibly illuminating, more so when taken together. They demonstrate exactly who the good people in the world are and who the evil ones are. And they demonstrate how female beauty is always in between the two, perpetually being fought over. And we know why. It's because the fate of the world ultimately depends on it. Read these letters below, maybe you will see why.

Letter 1

Listen,

You have saved my life. I think in the last two days you have solved a problem that I have evaded for more than five years. Not only can I now recognize this destructive contradiction but I can uproot it and salvage the most important part of my life--namely the one of beauty.

I too remember, just a glimpse now reappearing after accidentally finding your site, as a child seeing the moral solely in the beauty of women and their nakedness and sexuality. Unfortunately, hollywood, peers, tv, religion, degrading porn sites, totally destroyed this.

Porn creates so many difficulties for men because in their quest for beauty, which is tied to their sexual desires, they wind up seeing a horrible conception of what they are purely motivated to find. In this respect they doubt themselves, their desires, and accept themselves as monstrous, the fact is that most men try to block out the entire degrading context that porn developers saturate the sites with, and they focus on what is this beauty in their memory. Then they leave the context of the site guilty and disgusted, because they can find no explicit justification for their actions, other than they are being perverted, they cannot name what it is they find pure in their actions, it is there implicitly and it is more than the mechanics of sexuality.

What you show is what beauty is all about, joyousness, life, love, respect, and you show us the beauty of naked women. Also you do not reduce this beauty to the mechanics of sex or desire, you show that beauty is in the whole of the other autonomous being and her mind, and this is the greatest moral concept! The porn sites skew it to sheer mechanical subordination, there is no relation to minds or deep concepts.

Please keep showing joyous pictures, I mean you never see a picture of a happy women naked usually!! The idea that nudity is happiness, and all the virtues we wish to achieve, cures man of the horrid contradiction of beauty, nakedness, sexuality, as separate from morality and virtues and values, thus taking man's purest motive and turning it against him, to enslave him to misery. If a man wants to see a naked woman he is automatically considered a type of animal, (no concepts).

All of the philosophers have always marginalized beauty, separated it from morality and virtue, and evaded the woman entirely! Thus you have this culture of men torn in half by being told the moral is apart from the beautiful, the sexual. Your site gives men the psychological fuel they need the images they need to see that their happiness depends also on beauty. Men then don't want to shoddily be indiscriminate in their sexuality, they want to aspire and share the sense of life you portray!!!!!!

The porn sites on the other hand feed the idea that fulfillment is a nasty, cheap, degrading mess, something not achieved or aspired to. You, my friend, dig down into that cesspool, and with a liberating hand take the beauty that is covered by that degrading context and bring it up through the underworld to the light of day and beyond to admiration to pride, and show men that in them is a sheer positivity of aspiration, in short, thank you for placing beauty and sexuality, female nudity in the heavens!

Now, I'll continue on, everyday reworking this philosophy into my life and the images, and destroying the old one.

Thanks,

Dean

Letter 2

Dеаr Dwаynе Bell,

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